`yijunn. Wednesday, October 31, 2007
the past few days have definitely been fun, but i dont feel like blogging about what happened now.and surprisingly, for how packed they've been, they've been rather thought provoking as well. thinking about stuff, talking about other's problems, and trying to think of advice for them/ solutions have made me go into a mood of self-reflection and realise what a terrible person i am ):
i'm not going to name all my flaws because it'll only make me depressed ): but i think i shall start making the effort to be a nicer person ): i know i've said this before but i guess i've always been so content and satisfied with my life that i don't bother reaching out and helping others because sometimes i can't be bothered. but i guess i ought to put myself in others' shoes more often and then maybe i'll gain a wider perspective and then maybe i'll be making better use of my life because then i'll be able to make a difference in someone else's life, like the many people in my life who have made (huge) differences in mine.
yiwen, who no matter how tired she was, how her phone bill would escalate cos she had no incoming calls, and how talking too much on your mobile would kill of radiation, would always listen to me whenever i was crying/ angry/ fedup, which happened like almost once a week at least last year and the year before. yiwen, i dont know if you come here anymore but THANK YOU VERY MUCH. you didn't have to do that at all, spend so much time talking to me when you had no obligation to and stuff like that, but thank you for doing all that you did because without you i really dont know how i would have survived that year.
and like mel and jo for all their selfless gestures.
and like my many many wonderful friends who shower love care and concern on me, but i guess that's what friends are for (: and i hope i've been as good a friend to you all as you all have been to me (:
aiyah it's like twelve plus and i shan't name everyone and get myself all soppy, but okay i ought to like pass on what people have given to me also, because yes it takes effort, but i think the effect far outweighs it.
hmm okay shall continue another day. going to sleep now. if i can wake up in time i shall go watch baby's year end concert tmr. he's performing as a frog i think hahahhaaa so cute (: